A poem for Makoi

Touch of an Angel

Across the room of dim light

I saw a small glint of light so bright

And then it was revealed

An angel's glow waiting ahead

Everyone has a secret to keep

Everyone has the right to weep

An angel isn't an exemption to it

Tears, pain, sorrows and anger to eat

No one to lean on tonight

She... herself, alone... she might

Despairs inside her heart

Waiting for someone to break it apart

But when shooting stars came her way

God bless the angel not just for a day

A forever bliss of flowers to stay

A group of people she can say hurray!

And now her wings are finally back

With happiness and memories intact

In the mind of the bees she had touch

The hand of a loving mother had hatch.

~~ Another Moment to Remember~~

THINGS happen for a reason. It is like meeting with faith, everything has a purpose and even a simple mistake may lead anyone to the right path to whom they are destined to. As an introverted person I prefer sitting alone and make my own world. Meeting new people away from my family... as in alone is like going to a war without weapons. Scary but somehow it encourages me to be more independent and to be me. There were a lot of pretensions at first. Cute smile and amazing doings just to gain the trust of many. But as days and weeks passes by we begun to act according to what we usually do. We began to be open to our feelings and our true personality really showed up which makes things more realistic. Admit it, it is like we are living "PBB", only we are given the privilege to go out and go to school.

Studying again after graduation is a tough decision. There are a lot of things that I need to considered including my family and health circumstances. However, my will power to make a change for myself indeed won at the end. So, that is the reason why I am here right now and meet these people. They are my roommates and they are one of the few who had seen the real me inside and out.

We are not perfect and had done a little misunderstandings but somehow we managed to fixed it all. We are all matured and childish at the same time. Funny isn't it... It has been almost five months living and learning together with them. The time to bid goodbye is getting near, but I know even if we are miles apart we will still remember each others company.

Thanks for the time and bonding!!!

Farewell... I mean see u soon GUMAMELIANS!!!

I want to fall in love for real -- again-- as in one more time

It is really hard to be write stories yet you don't know if the feelings are for real or just for a show.


It has been years since I totally forgot the person whom my heart chosen to be its first love. I met someone recently, I was totally hooked into him because he is too kind and sincere plus he is also good looking. But what attracts me most is his intelligence. Cute and smart people (girl or boy) is my weakness, no question asked.

But unfortunately it wasn't love at all but an infatuation. Sad right? He is looking for someone and that's not me. I don't know if my heart hurts or just my ego. I don't know, it's the second time in my entire existence that I've shown interest to someone.


I want to fall in love once again it doesn't matter if it's an unrequited love. I don't even care if he doesn't like me back as long as he allows me to fall for him. I won't do things that he won't like. Watching him from a far is enough for me. I just want to feel the feeling once more.

I can feel this emptiness inside me. If ever I fall in love again, I will make sure to treasure the feeling. If I can save it in the USB, I will do it for sure. I want to experiencing the heart thumping and the butterflies in my tummy every time I am facing with him. I want to know the feeling of sitting beside him or as I look into his face. If it is possible to be love back, it would be nice but not really hoping. I also want to feel jealousy, I want to know how will I react. Although, I am afraid of pain. I still want to feel it (preparing myself ahead of time because I know my love won't be reciprocated). The flowing of the tears from my eyes.

Yeah, I am just crazy. Don't mind me. I am just writing something here to ease my boredom and release some burden over my shoulders.