My Only Dream

My Only Dream
..... People say that there is no permanent thing in this world but change. Yes, they are right. An all of us can prove the reality of it. I've been to a lot of things. Meeting a lot of people, they started as strangers but ended up friends. Sometimes, we started as enemies and rivals then at the end we become friends. The closest friend that's how life runs... so ironic... but that is the reality.

..... When i step college for the first time, that was 3 years ago I was so clueless. I don't even know what to do, so i always depend on my mother that time. She went to the school together with me. I chose a course I don't even know what will I become. I'm so scared that I may disappoint my mother. She really want me to go to that school because of its high quality standard and low tuition fee. Whose parents won't send their child to that school, note, we only pay more or less 2,500 pesos per semester. Luckily I passed

.... Like most of the students I also encountered a lot of problems. More on study problems. I'm still confused at that time. So it is hard for me to concentrate. But when the time come and I made my self clear and realized what should I become my spirit become free.

.... Yes, I changed. Everybody thought of that. I become more studious. I even make all my quizzes higher than any one else. I surpassed their expectation, for that is who I really am. I'm a girl with dreams. And when I dream I make it come true. The reality in life is any dreams won't come true unless you make any step to make it true.

.... I want to be a doctor... no i need to be a doctor. That is great dream right? So high! For someone who belong in the middle class. I am just an average girl. My parents are working for living. I have a brother who is in college too., our youngest is in elementary. We are not that rich and studying medicine is an expensive topic.

.... One of my classmate told me, why medicine? why not law? Law is much cheaper compare to med. I answered him, why not medicine? It's what i like. Just simple as that. But then I realized that answer is too short. I should have answered him, ' Why not medicine? I am not after the money that i will earn. I am after the name and the pride, dignity that i will give to my family.'

.... True, there are a lot of noble but common jobs out there. I don't like to be a teacher, it's just too common. Almost all of my friends are aiming to be a teacher and I don't want to become one. Call center agent? It may have a high salary but you can't call it a career. Nurse? Then what? Go to foreign countries and be their nurse's nurse? Police, nahh... I don't see myself running and pointing guns. Office workers? I doubt it. Lawyers? Nice one but no, i am not good in arguing.

.... Doctor? Why the hell not?!!!!! you need years to study it .., four years pre-med and another 4 years for proper med, then more years for specialization? Who would not give respect to that profession?,.. .