out of love

It's been awhile since I fell in love with someone whom I know from the start can't give my love in return.
I'm bored.

my crush....

MY CRUSH

• He is Jimmy Lin, a Taiwanese actor who played as Charlie in the show titled, "Amazing Twins'', the bubbly and smart Charlie who made every woman go gaga over him.
• And now I saw him in the show MY LUCKY STAR... the handsome Cedric with Kyllie., a very pretty girl..

(** to be CoNtInUed**)

My Only Dream

My Only Dream
..... People say that there is no permanent thing in this world but change. Yes, they are right. An all of us can prove the reality of it. I've been to a lot of things. Meeting a lot of people, they started as strangers but ended up friends. Sometimes, we started as enemies and rivals then at the end we become friends. The closest friend that's how life runs... so ironic... but that is the reality.

..... When i step college for the first time, that was 3 years ago I was so clueless. I don't even know what to do, so i always depend on my mother that time. She went to the school together with me. I chose a course I don't even know what will I become. I'm so scared that I may disappoint my mother. She really want me to go to that school because of its high quality standard and low tuition fee. Whose parents won't send their child to that school, note, we only pay more or less 2,500 pesos per semester. Luckily I passed

.... Like most of the students I also encountered a lot of problems. More on study problems. I'm still confused at that time. So it is hard for me to concentrate. But when the time come and I made my self clear and realized what should I become my spirit become free.

.... Yes, I changed. Everybody thought of that. I become more studious. I even make all my quizzes higher than any one else. I surpassed their expectation, for that is who I really am. I'm a girl with dreams. And when I dream I make it come true. The reality in life is any dreams won't come true unless you make any step to make it true.

.... I want to be a doctor... no i need to be a doctor. That is great dream right? So high! For someone who belong in the middle class. I am just an average girl. My parents are working for living. I have a brother who is in college too., our youngest is in elementary. We are not that rich and studying medicine is an expensive topic.

.... One of my classmate told me, why medicine? why not law? Law is much cheaper compare to med. I answered him, why not medicine? It's what i like. Just simple as that. But then I realized that answer is too short. I should have answered him, ' Why not medicine? I am not after the money that i will earn. I am after the name and the pride, dignity that i will give to my family.'

.... True, there are a lot of noble but common jobs out there. I don't like to be a teacher, it's just too common. Almost all of my friends are aiming to be a teacher and I don't want to become one. Call center agent? It may have a high salary but you can't call it a career. Nurse? Then what? Go to foreign countries and be their nurse's nurse? Police, nahh... I don't see myself running and pointing guns. Office workers? I doubt it. Lawyers? Nice one but no, i am not good in arguing.

.... Doctor? Why the hell not?!!!!! you need years to study it .., four years pre-med and another 4 years for proper med, then more years for specialization? Who would not give respect to that profession?,.. .

....tO bE.....

My favorite picture during my ojt...

• This is my favorite picture during my OJT in Department of Agriculture...
• I am holding a wire loop at that time on my right hand while on my left is the petri dish.
• I have to put the edge of the sterilized wire loop on it and gentle... so gentle.... make a very gentle zigzag stroke.
• We will wait for several hours or even days for us to see the result of my metarhizium culture.
• it's very interesting studying and doing things that you can relate.
  

first time voter....

last day.. which means yesterday is the day na kaialngan kong pumili ng aking iboboto... i was torn between noynoy and Gibo but still chose Gibo over noynoy. I was really disappointed dahil pumila pa ako ng pagkahaba-haba at take note i went there at 10 am and i ended at five in the afternoon. No lunch break because i was there in the line alone with no one to talk to my friend jerlyn is on the other line. wahhh!!!! it is so hot in there, people around me were smoking. I really hate the scent of tobAcco. My lungs were not nicotene free at that time. No wonder i am having a difficulty in breathing and coughing at this very moment because of that. Luckily, i was able to vote peacefully. Mabuti nalang at hindi din ako nagkaroon ng problema. Tinanggap naman ng pcos machine ang aking balota. Mas madali sana kung one is to one ang pcos machine. Which means, isang presinto isang machine. Unlike yesterday, isang pcos machine sa isang cluster. At ang cluster ay binubuo ng seven precint.

Sana naman six years from now kapag bumuto uli ako for the second time around ay hindi na kasing bagal ngayon. Wish ko lang. At sana i-respect ng ibang natalo na candidates ang mga winners.
Wait may pahabol pa pala ako, ang pcos machine ay hindi ginawa para mas mapabilis ang pag-vote ng mga voters kundi para mas madaling mai-proclaim ang mga winners. At mas less ag daya-an. Well, within two days nga ay mukhang may winners na. Although hindi nanalo ang bet ko okey lang I'll still respect the majority of the people vho voted for the person they really like to serve the country.
PHILIPPINES IS IN THE NEW HAND NOW, sana wala na masyadong gulo para naman youth like me will live a peaceful life kahit naman sana sa maikling panahon....

To the newly elected officers please handle the nation with care.. :)

kalay.... my puppy

This is my pet kalay... her real name is Charla but we called her kalay since its unique... :)) we really love her so much and even count her as part of the family. our younger sister... our younger sibling...

.... dEpartment of Agriculture... ojt....

me and one of my classmate ivy decided to have our summer ojt on DA-Mes in front of metro gaisano. These are some of our happy moments and the wonderful discoveries in life....









... nice updating here again.....